So I'm putting a lot of thought into me being genderfluid. Genderfluid is more accurate in describing me. But on the other hand I'm already out as non binary which is confusing for many people and I really don't want to come out again. I'm also just not really vibing with the non binary term.
One reason why I feel like the non binary term just didn't appeal to me is because I jumped into it way too fast (if that makes sense). Like in the span of 3 months I got my hair cut and came out. I guess I don't want a repeat but I'm not known for taking things slow.
I want things to happen over like a few years but I don't know how to make that happen.
Another thing that bothers me is I stick with a term for a couple weeks and then I find a "better" one (if you know me from the previous wiki, this has happened A LOT).
And this is just a repeat.
I really just wanna stick with one but NO. I just HAVE to question myself every single time.
This is all over the place but I really need some guidance my research has only made me more confused with myself.