Well, for around half a year now, I haven't felt the same feeling about my gender and pronouns as I did before. I feel comfortable with people referring to me as 'she/her' or a female, but I don't feel as if I am one. Just recently, I found I was homosexual, of course being that I like girls, and don't feel any sexual attraction to men, which had me thinking. My counselor told me that I should maybe research genders and pronouns after I told them that I didn't feel right as I was in my body. And I have. But I can't really get my head round which gender I am. I started off with looking at bigender, and then transgender, and them demigirl, and genderfluid, but I don't know which I am.
As I'm going through puberty, and having my periods here and then, I've started feeling really agitated about my chest. I don't want to grow breasts, I don't want to have body parts which people could use to assume that I identify as cisgender. I honestly don't feel right.
I need help - so if any of you patient enough to read my rant post have any advice for me, please give me it in the comments. I would really appreciate it.