Hi! So, recently (as of 2021) I started exploring my sexuality and gender. I've more or less got my sexuality down, but gender's been all sorts of confusing. At the momment I'm identifying as greygender, I'm AFAB and using they/them pronouns, but it doesn't seem to fit right. Basically I feel like I have some gender but it seems far away and clouded. Kinda like if you see a shape in fog but can't figure out what/who it is. Where my experience differs from greygender is that I do strongly want to potray myself as a certain gender (that gender being enby/androgynous). I also feel there's a sort of fluidity to my gender. I've done a little bit of research but I can't really seem to find something that's like it. If anyone has any idea what gender I might be, a reply would be helpful. :') Thanks.