I've always identified as a cisgender girl but now I'm not so sure. (I am very sure that im not a guy btw)
For one, I experience gender envy (mainly from masculine presenting ppl and enbies) and I also get gender euphoria (especially when i present myself as androgynous). I heard that usually trans people experience these things tho.
I love it when people can't tell what gender i am, idk why. sometimes i feel masculine, other times i feel feminine, and usually i'll feel genderless or androgynous. I know for sure that I'm a girl but it also feels like im something else as well, I'm pretty confused, If anyone knows that I'm describing, let me know!