Hi ppl I need help by someone more experienced in gender than me :)

Basically, everytime I've always been a girl. No problem with being perceived as one, no problem with the pronouns, especially bc in my language we don't really have neutrals. But, as soon as I start to think about my gender, I don't feel a girl 100%. I think about they/them and he/him pronouns and I feel euphoric. And the degree of how "not girl" I feel changes, like sometimes I would feel for the majority a girl, other times at all. But again, this happens ONLY when I think about it.

Like for example, while filling a form I would check the female box without even thinking about it, but then if someone ask my pronouns I would start to question everything.

Or again, a person could tell me that I am the funniest girl they know, and I could just say thank you. But instead if I particularly notice the "girl", it just feels wrong

I feel like a could be some kind of mutogender? Idk, for sure I don't vibe with xenogenders.

If u have any idea pls share them and help this poor confused person. Also, if my description resonate with more than 1 gender link all of them, as I'd really like to be informed with also similar genders.

Thank u so much for reading, and for helping if that's the case <3