O cool :0 what does neonrainbowgender feel like?

I have too many

Lately, I felt gender euphoria from collecting rainbow toys, using highlighters and lots of bright crayola markers, as well as looking at and playing with neon stuff or characters. Mario and the franchise also gives me the same euphoria because of their bright choice of colors, but I don't think I'm mariogender or something. I pick clothing of all genders if they're bright, that's all that matters, not the "Femme"(woman) or "Homme"(man) labels. I also tried to write a second gender system (redboy, redgirl, redenby, orangeboy, orangegirl, orangenby, you name it) for my fictional romance story. (the lovers/main characters are both boys but they're still considered heterosexual in society because one is half red half orange and the other is pink, that is, different color, different secondary gender) Also I feel more represented by the xenogender and rainbow gay flag than by other flags like non-binary and aroace, even if I technically identify as both.

I don't know. The rainbow is just... me.

This may sound like a random obsession to you, but the reason it's specifically about gender is because I've been craving for a gendered feeling for a long time. I often feel like I'm too feminine for boys and too masculine for girls (androgyne moment). If only I can draw a box, name it "rainbow neon stuff", and make normies(which I can't talk to without being made fun of) aknowledge this is my third gender without feeling like I'm just a childish person with crazy ideas. (I am the highest level of woke you have ever seen.)

Sorry if this sounds like a vent. I'm so dramatic sometimes. Anyway, this is why I'm neonrainbowgender! Sorry if I explained my reason in a very complicated way, it's just that instead of scrolling for new labels I can pick up on tumblr I actually touch grass and figure out my gender with many small clues. And... I love telling these small clues. Because what if I look at young me on the Internet and go "huh I was creative back then!"? Every time I edit a wiki for a term coined in the 2010s I wonder where the coiner is today, especially when they're inactive or have a deleted account.

Ok that's all.

@Laggysaurus I forgot to tag you x_x

I have like 200 xenos. I don't think listing them here is really practical.

Vulpisgender, plus a million others I won't list for your sake

Relatable(used to be). I used to collect every xenogender I loosely identified with, but after I quit Pinterest, I started to interpret my own gender in a more and more simple way until I reached this point. It's how I came to the conclusion that I'm neonrainbowgender.

Gore related,cadensasic,Catgender.

I have too many to be listed here 😅