I don't have any answers but I get what your going through 101%

It's completely normal to have some uncertainty about your gender identity and how you want to express it. Just because you might struggle with picturing yourself as a trans man doesn't mean that you're not valid as a trans person. Remember, gender is a complex and personal experience, and there's no right or wrong way to be trans. You could start by exploring different ways of expressing your gender that feel comfortable for you, such as trying out different pronouns or experimenting with your appearance. Surrounding yourself with a supportive community of friends or family who can listen and accept you as you are can also be a big help. I did this: I wore boy clothes since 7th grade; I changed my name; I changed my pronouns; I cut my hair. Just experimented to see what I like and what I don't.

Thank you so much <3

You all are so supportive and helpful TuT

The only identities I can find for now that might help and/or vaguely match are attrifluid boy, boyconnec and transtidal

>"I want to be a trans /boy/ but thinking about me as a trans /man/ doesn't make sense in my brain."

Bro (/neu) that is //so// relatable ;-;

!Actually though! like bruh ;-;