-Socially, I want to be seen as both a feminine guy and a masculine girl. I don't wanna be in-between them I just want to be seen as one of the other

-Presenting, I tend to vary when it comes to my gender expressions. I love dressing like a guy but I also like dressing like a girl. Usually I end up dressing neutral.

-To me, I have a love hate relationship with gender. Sometimes I experience a lot of one specific gender but other times I barely feel like I have a gender

-I keep going back and forth with gender identities, specifically genderfluid, demiboy, transgender, demigirl, agender, mirrorgender, inmirrorgender, etc.

-I'm fine with they/he/she pronouns

-love hate relationship with my chest, feeling happy about looking like I have a flat chest then suddenly wanting one

Please help. Idk what I am anymore and I'm too lazy to look for an identity. Any help is deeply appreciated. Anyway, thanks for reading! Have a great day!