I don't really feel like any gender, mostly, nor perceive myself as any specific gender. It's hard to see myself as having a gender. However sometimes I feel more masculine, and more feminine. I occasionally want to be a demigirl. I envy people who identify as demiboys. I envy men and nonbinary people, at least presentation wise. Moreso masculine gender envy. I usually get uncomfortable being referred to with feminine words and pronouns since their tied to my agab. Either that or I just feel weird or indifferent. But I ultimately feel genderless most of the time. Even when I think I feel something, I reflect and take a look and can't really seem to see myself as a man, or woman. Seeing myself as feminine is easier since I am afab. My partners think I'm genderfluid or both a man and a woman.
Am I an agender person who's both masc and fem?