as a lot of you probably know my birthday is on 5/5 . fifth of may. very close

But you see. when i was about 11 years old ? i did really stupid things on the internet like children do when given unsupervised internet access . and i was bad at lying at the time so my parents found all of the stupid things i did at the time . which im very glad of because it probably wouldve lead to something horrible happening. i mean horrivble things did result from that to me but like not That horrible you kno

and after that they put parental controls on my phone. pc used to have a whole really tiny time limit and allat but it hasnt for like a year or two. But you know about like. those discord things some wikis have on the sidebar like an invite to their server or something. I literally cannot view them. every time i go onto a wiki with one of those on the sidebar it just says "this website is blocked by your supervisor" Hello. Hey. Discord. A messaging app. i have had so many people ask me. "hey do you have discord you're cool" on roblox and like so many other places. and ive had to say No. i genuinely have no communication methods on the internet except for like. Fandom. This is genuine . I have bluesky which suprisingly wasnt questioned by my parents but who even uses bluesky anymore i havent seen anyone using it ever i only use it for ultrakill updates

Yeahh blah blah blah I Get it discord is dangerous ooh Do You Think I havent learned that by now? My mother genuinely thinks i will get harmed or something on there. I already have been before and i know how it Happens. I have trust issues and am very cautious around everyone i meet because of everything ive learned being on here. i want to talk to people. There is quite literally nobody i am telling you.

And this isnt the biggest issue but i play Roblox and i play several games where you can trade things. and you see. Roblox is filled with young children. And whwen i trade in those games i usually get hte worst possible offers because theyre. Children. and i cant be that mad at them for it because i was just as stupid at some point. But theres servers for those games. Why would it be Dangerous? I know how to avoid horrible things. I would think they believe im mature enough at this point. i am legally allowed to end supervision on my phone but im sure they would Not be happy about it and i would be subject to weeks of isolation . Im literally getting too old for this Dude? i was a young child? three years is a LONG time when it comes to maturing for most. and i matured a lot within those three years. so like Hey! Hey. Hey. Please i want to be free. Maybe this isnt a very big deal but i feel like i cant talk to anyone. i cant communicate with anyone outside of like 3 things dude. i CANNOT download any apps without permission. Like i genuinely had ot ask to download cookie run kingdom dude it was insane. shoutout to also having to get verification for downloading the NOTES APP?

I know lots of social media platforms have horrible people on them but like. you guys agree that im not that stupid right ? because i have Been through things like that and i know how to avoid it because i learnt from my mistakes. but i dont think my mom believes in Maturing.