I feel so pressure by my own self to check here daily and reply and make my gender coins and or post my recent art on instagram i know no ones forcing me,but i feel i need/have to. i have to sometimes gaslight myself into leaving the stuff i belive i 'have' to do or i have to just say i should make my ma block this page cause how addicted i feel i am, i know i may not look it or may not be,but i hate being online so ,long i dont want to feel i have to be here.im turning 18[illegal adult in america] on july and im graudauating in 2 weeks i feel pressured but not,i have a speech i can do easily since im done and a essay i can knock down in a day which isnt long,but i feel the need to acomplish everything perfectly its getting to me..its annoying and stressing me out,but its just me whose doing it.
I wanna say dont reply to me[for a day or now] but i dont want to be left behind or miss something
Thanks for letting me vent,and if you have advise please give it.
