Hello!

I've been reflecting a lot. I know my transition goals, and what pronouns I wanted, have my name changed, etc. I also use the label non-binary since it's a comfortable label for me.

However I've been struggling, since I mostly don't feel like anything and mostly if not completely whenever I look in the mirror I see someone who's nonbinary, someone who can be androgynous presenting, myself. I also internally used to not see myself as any inherent gender, but that isn't entirely right for me now, as I've discovered. Like I've said I mostly don't feel anything, or just not anything binary, but I also sometimes have moments where I feel partially but not completely male, despite, truthfully, not seeing myself as a demiboy. Or at least feeling detached from the idea. I also rarely want to be a demigirl, but I never feel partially a girl. Whenever I try identifying as it , it feels uncomfortable and forced. I see my brain as androgynous/non-binary, but nothing more. I have had, like changes in my gender identity whete I go from identifying as one thing to another, but nothing felt right or stuck. Except non-binary which does.

Any help?