Not that its an aversion to LGBT...+, but what if I just don't want to register as part of the community, because I'm not that Androgyneflux like not THAT much, but on occasion sure, well, Ive already explained my female gender envy before, and experimented with Pointwunner and Boy+, i think Androgyneflux is a nice little thing to point at where it can encapsulate my feelings enough. But forcibly having to be part of the LGBT...+ community for one silly title that barely matters to me and does nothing really for me overall when I don't really care to be a part of it because most of my family are non-promoters of LGBT...+ (but my aunt is a she/they/it and my cousin is they/them) so I don't want the potential to get dragged into anything when all I want to do is be like "sure, sometimes I feel a bit feminine (or gay i'd call it because that's how me and my family talk) but nah im a guy". Its not that I don't respect the community, its not that I am lgbtphobic, I just don't want to classify myself in that community because I feel like it doesn't fit me.
I think im being phobic here even though im trying my hardest not to, im sorry, im sorry.
(genuine, pondering)
