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Sigh. I hate myself. I hate who I am. I hate EVERYTHING about me. My hair, my face, my voice, my clothes, my gender.
I HATE MYSELF
School sucks. People suck.
I don't know who I am. I don't know what gender I want to be. I don't know what pronouns I want to use.
But I need to knowwww
I wish I had a partner. But no one likes me. Physical affection is one of the only ways I feel wanted.
I woke up last night and couldn't fall back asleep. I imagined a certain character holding me. I started crying because I realized it wasn't real.
I don't know how I want to dress. I don't know my style.
My barn might sell my favorite horse.
MY LIFE FREAKING SUCKKKKSSSS
- Wyvern/Fin
(Fae/He/She)
