Ace struggles ig (i suck at wording stuff bare with me)

Hello gang, recently I’ve been thinking about my future and goals, and ive always been adamant about having a hysterectomy asap.

But I’ve been thinking recently, I rly do want to raise a child. The problem is is that Im Asexual and NEVER want to traditionally conceive one.

Ik this is weird considering things change and Im still young, and Ik there are other options. But I’ve been feeling really upsety spaghetti recently because of it.

Sorry for this weird random rant. Might just be cause Im young and emotional idk.