I’m starting to think I’m NOT binary transgender

NurseRx·10/15/2025 in Vents/Rants

I’ve been looking into bottom surgery and it is cool! Medical science has come so far! But I don’t think it’s for me. But having a vagina isn’t for me either (or at least internal reproductive organs), so I’m starting to genuinely believe I’m non-binary. Or at least I desire to be sexless. Could be both. I don’t want to be a man or a woman both in gender and sex. So I guess I’m non-binary and angenital (meaning I desire 0 genitalia of any kind).

I’m NOT 100% sure though since I’m genderfluid and feel feminine and masculine genders. But I’m far from binary. I’d rather be anything OTHER than binary.

— Mauze (they/vi)

(Edited by NurseRx)

Non-binary Genderfluid Transmasculine Transgender

Raven5804·10/16/2025

I would get everything figured out before you get any surgeries

NurseRx·10/16/2025

Yeah, I figured, but still… I HATE this body more than anything, but I don't want a male body… I want a sexless body. I mean… it COULD be possible. Top surgery to remove my breasts, and bottom surgery to leave NOTHING MORE than my urethra, and then hormone replacement therapy to look androgynous. That's my ideal body. I don't think the urethra thing is possible though.

I'm obviously not going to do any surgeries because I don't have the money to do so, and I'm still confused about my general identity. So right now I'm just going to do nothing, and I'm probably going to do nothing in the future as well. I'll just deal with this gender dysphoria. Despite bringing me despair and anger, it's manageable.

Raven5804·10/16/2025

Good luck

What do you think?