Demiflux

One moment I’m super happy about my label, the next I think this sort of fits, and then the next I feel completely cis, and a little uncomfy with my labels. My gender fluctuates which makes it understandable why I feel this way, but at the same time idk… is there a term for this?

Anyone else here a Nixboy? I would love to hear about how you came to figure this out, and what it’s like for you! For me, this was the reason I started my gender journey. I have always felt comfortable with my AGAB, in fact I love being a girl. But sometimes i feel like a man in a femme gay man way, but not attracted to men and not a man, but not really a girl either, but still a girl. I seriously kept wondering if i was a really femme trans guy, but I am not a guy. Then by some miracle I found myself sifting through the genderwiki and I found Nixboy. It is the missing puzzle peice! I also use the terms Demiflux, Surgirl, and Girl + (plus). I’m also a lesbian too, any other genderqueer lesbians/sapphics on here? Would love to hear your experiences, if you would describe yourself the same way I did, or if you experience it differently!

So basically, I don't understand my gender, and this is the first time I've been on this wiki. I thought I was a demi-girl (and I still might be) but basically to better understand it I read the thing on this wiki about demi girls, and I saw a few genders I didn't know what were so I went down that rabbit hole and I resonate with some of those but idk what my gender is now so if anyone can offer advice or something that would be greatly appreciated. The ones I think I might be are Demiflux, Demifluid, Demi-gender (I knew that one existed before today tho)

Return gender, Polygender, Fluidflux, Triflux, Fluxiagender, and Agender.

Is there a gender that is the combination of Demigirlflux and demiboyflux? Or should I just use demiflux?

I though I figured myself out as Demifluix with Panflux and Demigirl, but now im not too sure. When I try and think about it I get very confused, like there is no full gender and I sometimes randomly feel a certain gender at what feels like a random amount. But also during them I still kinda feel female sometimes? I don't even really know the gender I feel normally. Sometimes feeling normally feels a bit feminine, other times there's nothing. Help?

Maybe Genderspike Multigender or some kind of fluctuating thing? Idk. I'm confused :(

I thought I figured myself out finally...

Like I "float" ( or idk ) sometimes to 70% boy and 30% girl, (or both, or 70% girl and 30% boy) sometimes 99% agender and 1% girl, sometimes 100% agender. sometimes 20% girl and 80% agender.

But almost most of the time I'm agender

Hi! So I’m AFAB and currently identify as demigirlflux and go by she/they/it(?), however, I’m wondering if I might be demiflux. When I first started questioning my gender, I decided on demigirl as I discovered I only partially felt female, like half or something, then switched to demigirlflux when I realized that it kind of fluctuates. But now I’m thinking there might be another half of my gender (or a second gender??) that’s demiboy. For a long time I’ve felt this inkling that there was some part of me that was masculine but brushed it off because it was easier to ignore/I told myself it was just in my head. I find myself feeling this strong urge to be masculine and be perceived as having masculine qualities at times, but not to the point of being mistaken for a boy. I’ve attempted to use he/him pronouns and I don’t like them very much. Anyway so the demiboy side doesn’t fluctuate, but it’s possible that it comes and goes, I’m not sure. It’s like…I get like a sudden burst/feeling that I’m partially a demiboy and it stays for a while and then goes away/i forget about it?? I’m sorry if this doesn’t make sense T-T

To summarize:

• It feels like one half of my gender is demigirl and I feel like the intensity of it fluctuates, going down to agender at times (sometimes in a genderneutral sense, sometimes in a “no gender” sense) . So it can be anything between agender and demigirl

• The other half is demiboy and it doesn’t fluctuate (but MAYBE comes and goes).

• EDIT: forgot to add that I feel minor dysphoria at times in which I want to bind, but I wouldn’t get surgery or anything.

So does this mean I’m demiflux or something different? Any input would be appreciated, thank you :)

I always feel the same amount of female

And I often feel non-binary, but it fluctuates

So I’d usually consider myself demiflux, because that’s a gender where part of it fluctuates, right?

But like-

Sometimes, very rarely, I’ll feel masculine, but I don’t like to label myself anything masculine

Someone help fkjdghskfl