Rn I'd say I'm some sort of agender girl, but earlier in the day (it's almost 11PM where I live), I felt like some sort of androgynous enby. I'd have liked being called he/him, but she or they or anything neutral worked too. That was weird, I saw myself the same way as a boy or as a girl, with feeling connected and belonging to those two, but not recognizing myself completely in the two.
Do you know a word for that ?
(And there's only 1 feeling, they were not separate, the only thing I know is that I was perfectly fine thinking of myself as a boy and as a girl)
I'm exploring my "girlflux ways" as I like to call them, and this one was new and is maybe one of the reasons I sometimes think I could be transmasc instead 😅. But the days when I feel feminine make me doubt about being some kind of trans (or more precisely sensgender) person, and just being a cis girl (rn I know I'm not 🙃)
-Neo [any pronouns as I don’t wanna have a pronoun crisis and they all seem to work]