Rowan found himself suddenly experiencing a surge of masculinity at unexpected moments, his gender constantly shifting and eluding any attempt at pinning it down. He existed in a state of complete genderlessness, yet also felt aligned with femininity.
At times, he fluctuated between masculine and feminine, or found himself existing in a space where his gender identity was androgynous. He could feel himself fluctuating between being a demiboy and a demigirl, with certain attributes remaining steadfast amidst the fluidity.
While predominantly fluid, there were aspects of his gender that remained unchanged, some leaning more towards masculinity, while others towards femininity. He found comfort within the gender-neutral spectrum but still felt a strong connection to femininity.
His gender identity was like a shifting landscape, sometimes solidifying for longer periods before returning to fluidity. Yet amidst the complexity, there was a sense of emptiness, a void where his gender might otherwise be defined. He felt like a 'new' kind of individual, one that defied traditional labels and categories.
In his expression, he embodied elements of both masculinity and femininity, navigating a space where gender extended beyond binary definitions. He was a transgender individual who identified partially as androgyne, embracing a blend of masculine and feminine qualities.
All of this is also fluid. Like, he's fluid between these gendered feelings.