Hi everyone. I've been questioning my gender for a few years now and I would love any input
I am female and look it too, but it doesn't feel right to me. I've slowly gotten comfortable wearing masculine clothes to the point where that is all I wear now, and it makes me happy to do so. My problem is that I don't think I feel completely disconnected from being female, but I don't feel like a man either, and I'm not sure what pronouns to use or if I should keep mine: she/her. I have considered she/they or just they/them but idk if I am comfortable with that yet, or if I ever will be. Ik pronouns don't defy gender but it is also something I question. I have also started to change my name (still a process though). My name is gender neutral but more-so feminine, and every time I hear it, it makes me angry
As far as my body goes, I don't love it, but I don't hate it either. It doesn't cause me any negative emotions, and it only seems to be a problem when I look in the mirror but I also don't want to change anything
I feel fine with my body and people referring me with female terms, but at the same time, I wish I wasn't perceived as female. Does that makes sense? I'm so confused about all of this.
I have thought Demigirl in the past but it doesn't feel right at all. Now, I'm thinking Agender or Librafeminine? I feel like I am somewhere on the Non-Binary spectrum, I'm just not completely sure where/if I am at all or something different entirely
Have a great day!