All posts by 2006Nero

I suffer from gender dysphoria since I was 11, now I'm 18 years old and I still haven't taken hormones, I haven't had surgery and I haven't even changed my name on the certificate, because I live with a transphobic family, they treat trans people as aberration, the only people I came out to and accepted me were my brother and my non binary cousin.

Sometimes I cry when I have to wear a dress or when my family says "but you're a woman, so it's normal to say these things".

I have many masculine characteristics, I even cut my hair and wear looser clothes, but I still get mistaken for a girl when I use the men's bathroom.

I can't take this anymore, I hate to be treated like a girl...I just wanted a word of comfort, because I feel like I'll never be a boy.

I'm a trans boy, but I'm questioning my gender a long time ago, because I feel me a boy as my gender fixed, but other gender is so fluid, some days I feel me 100% boy, others I'm a non binary and there are times when I'm agender.

However, I want to transition my body and I like masculine and neutral pronouns and I'm masc and neutral aligned, there are very few "female stuffs" (it's a stereotype) that I like.