All posts by RejectedByJunko

Tw:mental issues?

Well I was having a panick attack and I tried talking to my older sister and I told everything and that I don’t “feel good” I think she told my mom caude she told me that she was gonna get my therapist asap 😟 I’m cooked guys I’m scared I don’t wanna talk to my therapist

Tw:fighting?

So as if you don't know (ofc) I'm a very sensitive person I grew up very rough and today I felt good about myself and I showed my drawing off and my "friend" said something abt it and everyone laughed so after that I talked crap about hers its nowhere compare to how good mine is right now so she yelled at me saying I was annoying and that I was gonna do nothing abt it I got stressed out and during break I cried and my brother saw and aswell as my other friends they asked her why she did that and said that Im on a rough point in life right now and they confronted her and she got mad and I said I didn't want to be her friend anymore and she got mad and said "okay then f that" so she got Infront of me and when I was confronting her more she grabbed my arms and I grabbed hers tightly to the point where she got bruises all my friends where crowding us telling me its not worth it of course I didn't fight her because I'm not a bad person? we all have different times we go through a lot after that I was stuck in the office having a very big panic attack to the point I couldnt speak or write

So I’ve been coping and how I can get comfortable being more nice and not let my anger go out all the time I’ve taken free therapy by myself because I need to heal and I’ve been doing great all I’m worried about is just culmination :,) anyways hope you guys have a wonderful day weekend nights! Don’t let anything stop you from doing something and you should always be yourself why would a bunch of people get butt hurt about how your expressing yourself ❤️

TW:Animal death?

So one week ago my older sister was telling me that our hamster (named loosi boosi) had grew a huge tumor on her neck and her eyes were getting crusty and aswel as her ears so I’m getting worried then next week on Thursday I went to go see her half of her face is completely stiff and paralyzed and she was balding and so obviously I asked my sister if I can stay with her and she said no but because I wanted to be with her for her final moments on Saturday I had to go with my dad..and my sister gets a call my mom said she had passed away unfortunately. And that struck me so hard because it’s so sad how she died so quickly 😕 I’m gonna miss her so much even the day when we got her and I feel disappointed and disgusted in myself for not doing better to comfort her before she passed

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U have been mandraina'd

Mines been alright but hows your guy's day going

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I’m having a really hard time? (TW: Family issues, alcohol, death)

Idk I mean a lot has been happening to me and my family I’ve recently lost my grandma and I’m scared because it’s affected by dad a lot and he’s been drinking very much to the point he’s like no longer understanding what I’m even saying to him?

Ive tried to talk to him give him his space and it’s like nothing works like I’m talking to a fucking rock

My older sister has been going through a tough relationship and I feel hurt about all this honestly

My moms been ranting about how I will go back to therapy if I don’t do good on my school work and it’s stressing me and I have mixed emotions about what’s going on right now I’m really sick right now and I’ve been losing a lot of fluids I don’t really take care of my hygiene

Its hard to stop thinking about what’s going on

Ive been really sensitive to the point where I take everything almost serious now 😕 it’s like every thing is going down hill for me

But even though at the end of the day I go through fights with my family and I still love them because I know not a lot of people will have a family and I think about what’s wrong