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Ooooo!!y favorite chapter has to be chapter 3 or 1. Maybe 4. I love how the lore gets dropped gradually and it's interesting. I've created a few aus in my head as well.
Hello. I'm afraid to ask due to seeming annoying, I apologize. But could someone try the names, Sprout, Astro, and Jovial (or the nickname Jovi) out on me, with they/them, xe/xem/xir (I think), te/tem/ter, rock/rocks, and ve/vir/vem? Other neo and nounself pronouns are welcome as well.
I hope that isn't too confusing or overwhelming.
YOU ALL SEEM SO COOL!! I forgot to put but I'm also an age and pet regressor and dream. :3
Hi!! My names are Sprout, Astro, Sammy, and Jovial. I'm nonbinary and genderfloren. I'm also on the aroace-spec and queer. I use they/them pronouns.
I like cats, Dandy's World, creepypastas, horror, cutecore, and other alt fashion, art, writing, doodling, music, and singing. I'm a diagnosed neuordivergent. I'm fictionkin, otherkin, and most likely a therian. I have 1 dog. I see my gender in a different way (I see my gender through colors). I prefer tonetags, since I'm not good at cues. My comfort game is Poppy Playtime, my comfort song is Anthems of a Seventeen Year Old girl. I can wink with both eyes if that's anything special lol. I occasionally game. I don't have a job. I hyperfixate on Dandy's World and Poppy Playtime. I'm an alt kid. I'm also learning Japanese.
Nice to meet you!
Hello!
I've been reflecting a lot. I know my transition goals, and what pronouns I wanted, have my name changed, etc. I also use the label non-binary since it's a comfortable label for me.
However I've been struggling, since I mostly don't feel like anything and mostly if not completely whenever I look in the mirror I see someone who's nonbinary, someone who can be androgynous presenting, myself. I also internally used to not see myself as any inherent gender, but that isn't entirely right for me now, as I've discovered. Like I've said I mostly don't feel anything, or just not anything binary, but I also sometimes have moments where I feel partially but not completely male, despite, truthfully, not seeing myself as a demiboy. Or at least feeling detached from the idea. I also rarely want to be a demigirl, but I never feel partially a girl. Whenever I try identifying as it , it feels uncomfortable and forced. I see my brain as androgynous/non-binary, but nothing more. I have had, like changes in my gender identity whete I go from identifying as one thing to another, but nothing felt right or stuck. Except non-binary which does.
Any help?
Came to the conclusion that I'm genderfluid. and most times I have no idea what I am, unless something indicates what I may be. During these times I think I don't feel anything, but am okay with any honorifics and he/they/she/it pronouns. People can perceive me in any way and I won't mind/care. Either or draws apathetic feelings sometimes, other times I actually enjoy it. It's fun being seen in more ways than one. So I'm pretty clueless.
I'm most commonly seen as masculine, due to having expressed a masculine aligned gender identity a lot in the past. But I'm not a cis man, I am afab. Another thing to note is that I identify with some xenogenders, the ones I identify as have changed except the fact I identify as muscigender. I identify that way because sometimes music makes me want to be a gender and feel like a gender, which one varies. Also clothing makes me feel like specific genders and/or want to be said gender, even though I know gender presentation doesn't equal gender. I'm also quite into the concept of xenogenders, and would like to experiment with them. Sometimes I see gender as colors, or moreso my own gender.
People on AVEN agreed I may have more to figure out, when I stated missing questioning. I know I like dressing feminine, but I can't get any other clothes to experiment with. I'm still unsure of what more there could be. I feel kinda incomplete. I don't know if genderfluid is the right term for me, then again others would believe I am because my gender identity/how I identify myself changes a lot.
If anyone could help, what does this mean? And if genderfluid no longer fits me, then should I drop the label?
Three of the labels suggested don't entirely feel right to me. I'm definitely indifferent to my gender. I've tried identifying as a boy, but I'd end up feeling doubt, and I didn't feel like I really fit with trans men. I have experienced gender euphoria with being called masc things in the past, passing, being told I could buy men's clothes, binding, and the few times I packed. It still kinda happens. I also thought to myself that I was a boy born in a girl's body, when I was younger. Feeling like I should've been born male no matter if I identify as a man or not, and the fact I still get feelings of masculinity. If asked if I would rather have been a boy or a girl, I'd choose to have been born into the world a boy. The long periods where I identified as a boy were the best for me, and I'd get upset if I had doubts because I really wanted to be a boy. I doubt myself pretty often. I've considered transitioning and going on testosterone, and the times it seems appealing, it seems strongly appealing. However, I still feel like I'm trying to convince myself I'm a man, but I feel like I would just be faking. Am I really possibly actually a trans man in denial/battling with internalized transphobia or something other. Maybe I will look into libramasculine and demiboy more.
I don't really feel like any gender, mostly, nor perceive myself as any specific gender. It's hard to see myself as having a gender. However sometimes I feel more masculine, and more feminine. I occasionally want to be a demigirl. I envy people who identify as demiboys. I envy men and nonbinary people, at least presentation wise. Moreso masculine gender envy. I usually get uncomfortable being referred to with feminine words and pronouns since their tied to my agab. Either that or I just feel weird or indifferent. But I ultimately feel genderless most of the time. Even when I think I feel something, I reflect and take a look and can't really seem to see myself as a man, or woman. Seeing myself as feminine is easier since I am afab. My partners think I'm genderfluid or both a man and a woman.
Am I an agender person who's both masc and fem?
